i must mention about my horrible nightmare last last night. OMFG it has been a long time since ive had such a bad nightmare. like those i had when i was young, where i'd call mom to come sleep beside me. HAHAHA SO CUTE RIGHT.
so anyway, i dreamt of vampires. zomg it felt damn real lah! with all the small details and there were even colours unlike the black and white dreams we tend to have usually. but as usual, running seems to be in s l o w m o t i o n in dreams and imagine how scary it is when an ugly vampire is chasing bhind you while youre running as fast as a snail.
they say when you dream of yourself running, it means in reality youre trying to run away from something. hm.
and then and then, today a sorta big muscular man with hideous long hair was walking behind me i was so friggin scared he suddenly transforms into a vamp and attack me -.- goodness i sound like a bimbo
work was pretty fun today, apart from the '3aunties giving me a hard time' part. and im seriously bothered by the fact that results are highly probably be out next friday, WHEN IM NOT IN SINGAPORE.
#$%^&@!
OH IT IS NOW THE SPECIAL DATE. 29th FEB. i wanna watch leap years
stuck on the outside
( 12:43 AM )
Sunday, February 24, 2008
was reading my diary written a few years back, expecting to mock at myself cos thats the function of diaries no? say 5years down the road, reading back on what you wrote you'd probably laugh at your own foolishness and wonder how insignificant things could mean so much to you at that point in time.
to my unpleasant delight, those entries only highlighted how much of the ME me i've lost through these years. despite realising that i used to write with super gay phrasings like a milder version of teenage ahlian/ahbeng acting cute, i find myself pretty cool last time(HAHA). at least i could say what i feel and do what i like. not forgetting to mention how much drama those entries contained. come to think of it, my life wasnt that boring.
but it now is
and you can judge that by the highly interesting contents in my blog lately.
OHwells.
( 11:01 PM )
Monday, February 18, 2008
so far i find this job more interesting than testing urine and exposing myself to HIV, though its scary when i sometimes stutter infront of customers due to poor england. theres this strange sense of warmth and exhilaration when i see old ahmas for i can finally speak in mandarin again. perhaps kopitiam would be more suitable for me.
so far i seem to have great affinity for CC. from ComputerClub to ClimbingClub to CoffeeClub. woosh man.
so far, not bad remind me to forget
( 9:40 PM )
Friday, February 15, 2008
for a person who usually dont give a damn about food, memorising the menu is really a chore! guh
but somehow its nice to study again
( 11:50 PM )
well tomorrow's official start work day. been lazing around so much recently i think i got used to it. climbed twice this week, feels good to have muscle aches here and there.
its sad to realise ive lost touch, lost body tension, lost finger strength, lost endurance. and lost my mind. HAHA its ok i will get used to it, i guess.
thou shalt learn to love thyself more
its a friday afternoon and tj aint as crowded as it used to be
its empty.
( 10:24 PM )
Monday, February 11, 2008
a 4hr training at coffeeclub, its exciting. but troublesome. so friggin much things to learn; about our jobscope, the menu and customer service. we're supposed to study the menu like bio textbooks ahahah. FUN ANOT.
everything's acceptable until i saw a line under their Grooming requirements "Female staff should wear light make up(at least lipsticks)." ?!?!??!!
OMFG im gonna act like i didnt see that.
its crystal clear now, the mind understands but somehow the heart doesnt.
( 7:11 PM )
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
been isketching and o2jamming pretty much recently since there isnt much a jobless person can do. i can feel my drawing sense coming back to me and fingers alive again. its like reliving those days, only in certain aspects im no longer good enough.
no matter how hard i try (actually i didnt try that hard, did i?) i can no longer fix that rubik's cube and now the colours are all in a mess. could only remember how good it looked when all the colours were at the right places. the better it looked then, the uglier it seems now.
its a little embarressing to answer "waitress" instead of "working in hospital" when people ask what am i working as. HAHA its alright, laugh all you want. person just wanna see what its like watching people eat all day.
SHUCKS MY TOOTH HURTS.
( 11:21 PM )
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i cna tpye 300 wrods pre mniuet.
i tried sniffing coke once but the ice cubes got sucked into my nose.
i am an angel, the horns are just there to keep the halo straight.
